mari cakap pasal buku

kalau anda ada banyak masa untuk sebuah buku, sila baca buku ini.

i wont do any reviews as i hate to do so. i dont think my words well described this novel. i have so many to speak of the book until i found myself speechless. its about war, endless love, brotherhood, family, cruelty, harmony and memories. (read: tiada cintan cintun pasangan kekasih) initially, i thought it would be another boring story about war and plus its by Malaysian author. but no, i was wrong. this is one of the book that kept me awake at night and searching for it as soon as i wake up.

the story moves me and gift great affections in me, enough said.

good job, Tan Twan Eng.

"Accept that there are things in this world we can never explain

and life will be understandable. That is the irony of life.

It is also the beauty of it."

-The Gift of rain, Tan Twan Eng

#notakaki: rasa educated bila post pasal buku. ni first time kot. haha.

cerita standard kedai mamak

adaptasi.

#notakaki: ais kosong adalah air paling lambat nak dapat di kedai mamak. setuju?

#MemangTrue: Bila dokter kaunseling aku tentang anatomy badan selama satu jam.

bila lukis lembu,

perut berkeroncong bagai nak rak.

ish comel pulak rasa. teehee.

#notakaki: aku suka lembu kaler coklat. sexy.

#notakakikaki: tapi aku lagi suka kalau lembu kaler kuning. hoyeaaahh.

#ImpressiveAchievement: bebas nikotin selama seminggu, tahniah. selama seminggu jugak demam, tahniah.

like seriously.

randomness at its best.

#notakaki: i drew all that within half an hour. i'm back people. :)

#ThingsYouWannaDoToday: sleep all day long.

aku ada benda nak cakap dengan korang ni

teeheee.

betol ni. serious. and because i'm so famous and everybody loves me,

i get plenty of presents. sampai tak larat nak buka. serious wei.

they even sang me a song. siap request kat radio taw! aku cakap serious ni.

birthday card memang tak yah cerita lah. dari minggu lepas dah dapat.

and i get a giant chocolate cake with 20 candles. kan aku dah kata, aku serious. ish.

cool gila kan jadi aku? kau hader? haha.

nahh aku serious tipu. kau gila ke percaya?

so because i was born on Halloween eve,

i spent my birthday watching Nang Nak dalam bilik. terbaik.

jadi, Nang Nak lah orang pertama yang wish aku happy birthday. memang terbaik.

haha.

#ThingsYouWannaDoAt20: i dont wanna be 20.

go forth.

thats what Levi's said.

see, i even drew my new header. impress tak dengan i?

haha.

come on.

i even delete off all my misery posts.

you know why, because i dont want to dissapoint my readers anymore.

i'm not sure if the word 'dissapoint' event exist. haha.

even though i've been a total fucked up blogger this recently, you guys still stick with me.

you guys care to read my post.

and give me support.

and encourage me to draw again.

and i have even more followers now! (HAH!)

and wth, suddenly i just took my mouse and doodle my header.

that's a start aye.

i'm the one whom in break up now, not my readers.

so why the hell i wanna drag them with me.

no worries, wild up your imagination starting from now.

Because she said so. :)

#notakaki: lets see, my last normal post was in August?? woaah. cukup cukup lah tu hanis oi.

haha aku lupa nak letak tajuk pastu pergi publish.

wooooooo sekarang aku tengah rehat jap. tengah bertarung tenaga siapkan baju raya. bercita tinggi nak jahit sendiri) kita tengok jadi macam mana. setakat ni tengah jahit lengan. bila tang ketiak je berlubang, dah berpuluh kali buka-jahit-balik pon berlubang jugak.

anggap trend je boleh? trend kan hebat. baju kurung berlubang kat ketiak pon, boleh jadi trend. hahah. high five to that! (alasan sebab kau malas kan hanis)

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setelah aku berenti secara mengejut dan tidak profesional, aku diharamkan pergi McD tu lagi. kalau aku tak nak disajikan kentang goreng berperisa lantai lah. haha.

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we're on couple's ring now. (HAH!)

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"afiq rasa nak muntah lah tengok kedai kasut."

"sabarlaahhhhh. baru 3 ni."

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"tolonglah puasa lagi sebulan. gua tak nak raya. hantu banyak."

#notakaki: happy eid, peeps. ya ya, aku ampunkan korang. hihihi.

how my family are weirder than the Addams family #3

my family runs this in our blood; hyperdramatic realization disorder.

its a disease with no cure. well, not yet to be found i guess.

dalam bahasa Melayu dipanggil;

sebelum-ni-kau-tak-perasan-ke-benda-tu-memang-dah-ada-kat-situ-bodoh. (HAHA!)

okay so this realization happen to me when i was 8 years old.

blame the movie sixth sense at that time.

#notakaki: for first time reader, nah episod sebelum ni *cehh macam laa dah banyak episod*, #2.

#notakakikaki: i still know i'm the chosen one. (HAH!)

this is the thing about blog.

"Orang melayu ni allergik gila dgn perkataan liberal dgn sekular? Kafirkah mereka yang liberal dan sekular?"

"Puasa ni jadi diri sendiri. Jangan puasa sebab orang atau pegawai JAIS. Jangan puasa sebab takut malu. Puasa - sebab kau sendiri nak puasa."

"hanya orang hipokrit je yang bencikan hipokrasi, because, either we realize it or not, we tend to hate something that closer represent ourselves rather than not."

"for me being liberal is the best damn thing ever in this world. Being secular is cool for me, sebab aku tak perlu nak berpura-pura dengan kepercayaan aku for sake nak pleasekan hati semua orang."

kadang kadang aku takot baca blog.

sebab the power of blog, you have to know.

memang blog kau, kau punya. apa kau tulis, kau punya pasal. tapi apa kau tulis boleh mempengaruhi orang, tak kiralah siapa pun kau. with a little bit quote here and there, good languange written, big names stated - people will fall for it. lagi lagi manusia absorber tanpa akal.

some writings leave big impact - either negative of positive. some buka mata kita luas luas. some boleh buat otak kita fikir all day long. and some can make us reevaluate our own stand.

and other some, leave us blankhead - baca, baca, baca, gelak, gelak, maki sani sini sikit pastu tekan butang merah.

aku tak tau so far, tulisan aku ada pengaruhi orang atau tidak - in either way.

kalau kau baca blog aku and change your stand to even worse, aku tak mampu nak tanggung dosa tu. dosa aku dah cukup banyak. see, cakap pasal dosa pulak sekarang.

kadang kadang aku suka jugak kalau kau baca blog aku just for the sake of reading it.

apa point aku tulis post ni, aku tak sure. tapi tiba tiba aku rasa, manusia kena lebih banyak membaca. by membaca i mean, with the use of brain. bila kau rasa, kau agree dengan point someone, baca lagi yang lain. baca banyak banyak sampai kau boleh cari stand kau sendiri dan bukan ikot belakang bontot orang yang kau rasa dah cukup kool dan betul.

bagi aku, itu lagi bodoh.

yess, aku cakap ni tepat pada diri aku.

kau akan jadi lagi kool dari orang yang kau rasa kool bila kau nilai things from diverse perspectives. that, my friend, you have to learn about ambiguousness.

again, i have no point for saying all these, but if you can conclude a point from a pointless view, bagitau aku. kau memang awesome.

#notakaki: as a mere sociologist, i now do agree with one stand ; words are human greatest weapon.

selamat menahan diri.

so okay, kerja McD sucks; the uniform sucks, the management sucks, the coworkers sucks (apesal korang panggil aku kakak do) and the work sucks even more.

aku lebih rela mop lantai dari goreng fries. its damn hard till i burn my hand. habislah duit hantaran makin sikit. siap berparut kot. tapi aku kurang pasti kenapa aku asik kena goreng fries. ciss.

tapi takpe takpe, i wont give up. aku kan suka benda yang buat aku nampak bodoh. nevertheless, jumaat, sabtu, ahad je pun kan.

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borang JPA dah keluar guys. pergi daftar online di sini : kliklah ape lagi

tapi rumit gila nak isi. harap bersabar ya.

nak tarikh mula belajar since asasi (?) aku tak ingat, i even lost my surat tawaran masuk UITM. so my asasi mates, tolong i. yess ezza, i meant u. or hawa, or maybe tiq. haha. tarikh masuk and tarikh habis. somewhere in july till march 2009 (?)

and tarikh akhir is August 7. so cepat. and yesss again, directly referred to the name stated above. hahahahaha.

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ooohhh, entri ni nak wish selamat berpuasa lah.

siapa tak puasa, you sucks more than the McD uniforms. kahkahkah.

"like sands through the hourglass,

so are the days of our lives"

*rasa macam baru je pergi cari putu buluh kat bangi Ramadhan lepas*

jadilah macam tanah

no matter what humankind buat kat tanah;

dig it and make something heavy and ugly on it.

buang all smelly yucky shitty things on it.

cut off their partners and let it fall.

but still, it never hold grudge.

it still provide us with beautiful flowers to see,

a great tree to shade,

and delicious fruits to eat.

so a little bit advise here, take it or leave it; no matter what bullshits people do to us, all those fucking backstabbers, cheaters and sometimes lovers too, take it and give them back the best you can do. all good things will come back to you.

bahasa mudah dia; orang bagi tahi kat kita, kita bagi perfume lah.

so jadilah macam tanah.

#notakaki: i pass my jpj test. heleh, kacang je. *ha buatlah perangai belagak tu hanis*

#notakakikaki: jumaat, sabtu, ahad lepas pergi camp KRS di Sri Aman Girl School. syok, its like back to old time, old fun. yess, kawad is one of my thing excuse me.

#notakakikakikaki: today is my first day kerja part time kat McD. masuk kul 4 jap lagi. gigih betol kerja padahal September dah masuk UKM balik. how do i get the job? well, aku cakap aku dah grad. and they believe me. kihkih.

i think i'm a murderer

or going to be. soon.

oh yesssss!

ahh, what the heck aye.

woaaahh, definite yess!

hekeleh.

wuhhuuuuu! yey yey!

ish banyak banyak kali tanye nape ni?

MUAHAHAHAAHA

YES YES SAVE SAVE!

so as you can see, inilah aktiviti harian terkini. seronok kan? for games addict that never get enough of game and boleh habiskan semua level dalam satu hari tanpa tidur, hell yes.

eh jap, one crucial point tertinggal lah, laptop aku - Benjamin, tiada antivirus or protection or whatever. none. nada. ziltch. seriously, believe me. habis macam mana Benjamin boleh survive tanpa itu semua for more than 1 year? sebab Benjamin kan kacak dan awesome. hihihi.

ya ya aku tau, i shouldn't done that. memang menempah maut untuk Benjamin. but i just cant help it. and for those yang dah lama baca Candy and some Grass, you should know that i'm bad in technologies and stuff. no no screw that, i'm actually a total fucked up in these kind of stuff. (download game pandai)

so, tujuan entri ini adalah untuk minta pendapat kawan kawan sekalian, what should i do?

yes, i admit, i'm that hopeless.

#notakaki: tapi kalau kau suruh aku berenti download game merapu merapan kat internet, aku tak nak. so, bagi cadangan lain. hee.