Tuesday, August 24, 2010

silence says

"farah, i need company"
"tapi if u hear me crying, dont look back please. just ignore"
"okey babe"
"u study, biar i colourkan kuku u okey?"
"okey. babe, u kenapa?"
"there is a lot of question i cant answer now."
"when can u answer?"
"some time."
"its been a while kot. tell me lah. it wont solve if u just keep it there"
"if i told u, would it be a difference?"
"at least, i know why are u crying. how many times dah u dtg bilik i, nangis, and go back?"

within the awkward silence there's a tears. soft, soft, barely heard tears.

i'm shutting my self, slowly.