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people always say think out of the box.

but sometimes i wonder,

i'm too short. if the box is too high, what happen if i cant reach out?

i'm too skinny. if the box is too thick, what happen if i cant open it?

but what happen if i'm stuck in a present box with yellow ribbon, and i dont feel like going out?

because i'm afraid that i might get hurt when i know the present is not for me. :(

the reality hurts, sometimes i think its okay to fantasizing in the box so that it doesn't hurt so much and at the end, we can still have a piece of trust onto dreams.

because mine are fading.

UPDATE: i think i have insomnia. how?